alone in a crowd

So... I went to this concert tonight....
and I just wanted to be somewhere else...
flying a kite on the beach with my best friend...
or walking at Rock River Bible Camp beneath the stars....





I feel like I'm not going to get times like those anymore... and that's very sad because it was times like those that I felt most connected to friends... and most at peace








I don't think I quite understood how fast everything was going to change.... I think I thought I had more time... but now I am feeling as though I don't know where I fit in... but it certainly didn't feel like I fit in at this concert... and my ears are still ringin a bit from it...

I don't really care about blogs... I'm only doing this because I'm trying to reach out to those of you I can't seem to reach out to well anymore, hoping you'll look at this page once in a while and remember those walks we used to take together and quiet thoughts on where we thought life would go before we actually found ourselves gone....